How do you live a great life (including great sex) in a life with reoccuring genital warts, even after many treatments?
Here's the reason for my depression:
1) Now I'm worried about getting penile cancer. Depressing. Some say it's a disease too rare to worry about. I hav warts that keep coming back. Thats suppositly rare too but I have it. Penile cancer is no different. Depressing.
2) Many people don't take penile cancer seriously, and figure life should be just as good without a penis when clearly, studies show the great depressions and suicides to those hwo have lost their penis. Horrifingly depressing.
3) Been going to the doctor for a few years removing penile and anal warts, and when they seem to be gone for a few weeks or months, they come right back. Depressing.
4) Poeple say genital warts are harmless. In my case, if not treated, they will get bigger and bigger to the point of constant itching, quick needle stabbing pains, and depressing discomfort.
5) Doctors always seem eager to ask if I'm gay when they find out I have anal warts, and then treat me accordingly even though I'm straight. That question is not only embarrassing, it's ilogical since it doesn't matter what your sexual orientation is, or if you have anal sex. You can still get anal warts. Thats depressing.
6) It's embarrassing wipping my d*ck out to the doctor for treatment ever time a wart grows. Why are there no over the counter medicines that actually work 100% effectively against warts? They only have basic creams that don't much of anything other than stain your underwear. Depressing.
7) It feels like I'm being anally raped by the doctor everytime I get the warts treated. Depressing.
People say HPV and genital warts are so common that most people have it. How come it seems that is a gross exaggeration to make people like me feel better about it, and actually it's not that common, and I'm just unlucky. Suicidally depressing.
9) They say usually very sexually active people with many partners get it. I only slept with two women in my life. DEPRESSING.
In fact, it's all depressing. Suicide seems like the only answer because thats bullsh*t if you have to live a less than normal quality life because even though you used protection, you didn;t know HPV existed, and that you could get it even with a condom on.
I see no reason to live. As a attempt to become un-suicidal, how have you dealt with this. And no, I don;t want to hear about all the people who slepted around but were lucky enough not to get it. Or those who have it, but lucky enough to not have breakouts.
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